The journey into a profound spirituality for me began when I finally said, “I quit.” Refusing to continue pretending everything was “fine,” I told my husband, Pete, I was quitting the church – and he was the pastor!
The powerful journey we took together – to “quit” the things that really do not belong to God’s Kingdom and embrace the things that do – changed our personal lives, our marriage, and our church
One of the key issues for me related to over-functioning. Most of us in leadership struggle with this, including myself. Like an archeological tell, the depth of the issue only becomes clearer with time.
Over-functioning can be defined as: “Doing for others what they can and should do for themselves.” One way to remind yourself to work hard at avoiding this is to remember the following five truths:
1. Over-functioning Disguises Itself As Caring
Martha disguised her over-functioning as caring for the needs of others. In trying to accomplish too much, she lost sight of herself and her guest – Christ Himself! She offered hospitality at the expense of herself. Martha confused caring about someone with having to take care of them.
2. Over-functioning Perpetuates Immaturity
In Exodus 18, Moses mistakenly believed his self sacrifice was serving the people. Moses became the largest obstacle, the bottleneck to the people’s growth and maturity. In Numbers 11, the Israelites demanded a rescue from their pain. Moses accepted the role. In doing so, he ensured their continued immature behavior.
3. Over-functioning Prevents Me From Focusing On My Own Life Direction
Jesus, at the end of his life, said, “I have completed the work you have given me to do.” Unlike Jesus, we easily get sidetracked from our own life direction by over-focusing on others. Over-functioning toward others often results in under-functioning for oneself. When I am overly focused on others, I lose sight of my own values, beliefs, and goals.
4. Over-functioning Erodes My Spiritual Life.
One of the subtle yet most insidious effects of over-functioning is how it separates us from God. We are called to trust and to surrender to His love. When we cross the line into running God’s world for him, we enter into dangerous territory, into the very rebellion of our first parents. When I am over-functioning, I do not stop enough to allow God to be God. For this reason, contemplative practices, such as Sabbath keeping, silence, and Daily Offices, help me resist this temptation.
5. Over-functioning Destroys Community
The examples of Moses and Martha give us a visual picture of the negative impact of over-functioning on communities, whether that community is a church, a workplace, a school or a family.
To quit over-functioning is foundational to our discipleship ministries and leadership values at New Life Fellowship Church. Quitting is something I have to work on each day as I follow Jesus Christ – especially as a leader. In fact, I believe that unless we take up this biblical challenge, it will be difficult to raise up healthy, biblical communities that effectively engage the world with the Gospel and deeply transform lives.
This article is an excerpt from Geri’s book “I Quit: Stop Pretending Everything is Fine and Change Your Life” (Zondervan, 2010).